Thursday, January 1, 2009
I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE
Thanks for the comments and you could be correct. James has called me New Year's Eve i don't know exactly what it is he wanted. Also my addiction called to wish me a Happy New Year. I was home alone watching a movie i don't know how i felt about either call. It's a new year and i need to understand...
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Sunday, December 28, 2008
I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE
Holidays are over that's great i don't want to sound like the grinch. Lot has happen James and i are no longer what ever we were. I did have lunch with James and he was very attentive for three days. He bought me presents and called daily and talked of spending the holidays with me. I felt that he...
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Saturday, December 13, 2008
I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE
Thanks to the blogger who said i am not boring. James called me today he has called me several times since his return. He even fixed me coffee one morning. I go pass his place on the way to school. He said i want to see you a players words stop by i requested coffee. I got there it was ready hot and...
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I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE
I talked about commitment in my last entry. To write that i felt from my heart was scary. For i am a woman alone at this time in no committed relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment). I am not sure where i want to be i don't know where the middle is i want to scream sometimes. Not out of...
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I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE
I talked about commitment in my last entry. To write that i felt from my heart was scary. For i am a woman alone at this time in no committed relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment). I am not sure where i want to be i don't know where the middle is i want to scream sometimes. Not out of...
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE
In my previous writings i wrote there is no return route. I was at school earlier in the week and a young girl was sitting at my table. She was talking to her girl friend about her previous relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment).She was raised up in a baptist church scared to death of a...
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Sunday, December 7, 2008
I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE
New happening this week a return of an old flame. James my first in everything sex,love, obsession relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment). The word passionate is underrated in this relationship( a romantic or passionate attachment). James was a little older than me i was ninetieth fresh...
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I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE
New happening this week a return of an old flame. James my first in everything sex,love, obsession relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment). The word passionate is underrated in this relationship( a romantic or passionate attachment). James was a little older than me i was ninetieth fresh...
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Friday, December 5, 2008
I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE
As i wrote in the last entry i dated Leon in high school.I really did not remember this until he reminded me. I was embarrassed i did not remember him i wondered about our relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment) then.Searched my mind to find some recall of him found nothing. He remembered...
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Wednesday, December 3, 2008
I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE
Leon called me week later after our second date. He traveled alot for work and we had not decided he could call me while out of town. I was sitting home on a Saturday and he called to just say hi and he would like to see me again. I really didn't want to go out with this man. But i was fresh out of...
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